3/23/2006
I believe I can hitI believe I can score the goalI know I've been blogging alot, but yeah. To the random ghosts who read this space, you're gonna be bored.
Bdiv's finals in about 10hours. Damn, I can't believe I'm feeling this way. Haha. Why am I so nervous. I've been squeezing + holding on to the hockey keychain Mr. Ng made for us last June/July for the past 4 hours + wearing the sports jacket (though it's bloody warm with the radiators on) just for luck, and it's only 853pm on the 23rd overhere. RAHRAH, I hate this. I hate not being there. I hate having to find things out because I want to experience it first hand. I was so hoping to. Rah rah, & it's not as if I'm playing, I'm not even in the same country as them. Urghhh. Nerves. Why! It's the same, tingly feeling I get in my fingertips & in basically every inch of my body before every match, when your muscles begin to tense with fear. AND my heart's beating so fast, it's completely crazy. Rahrah, none of them will read this before the match, but just in case, GOODLUCK once again. I have faith in you guys, have faith in yourselves too alright! Rahrah, I need to get rid of that tingly feeling. NERVES. URGHHH. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I guess, after all this time, I still haven't been able to fully let go after all.
:D
8:52 PM